Everybody needs a little sanctuary.

Anonymous asked: I think I might give up and stop following this tumblr/feed, sorry. You dont seem to write anything....ever. Shame as your earlier posts had much promise.

Well, I’m sorry that you feel it’s time to “give up”, as you’ve put it. There’s not really much I can do about that. What I will say is this: are you in school? Have you ever been in college? Because juggling college & a personal life is not easy. Period. Not to mention I’ve just begun my first relationship (yes, news) so I’m kind of caught up in that as of now, naturally. And I can also say that there have been plenty of times where I’ve not written for a good long while & then come back swinging. So if you choose to stop following me it’s up to you, but due to the present hectic trend in my life (& due to other circumstances I explained in my last answer post) you & anyone else who are following me will just have to be patient…or decide not to. It’s really up to you…

Anonymous asked: Why dont you write anymore?

Hahaha, well. I’ve been kicking myself about this & wondering if anybody else would notice…& you did. The answer is simple, really. And it’s two-fold. One reason I haven’t been writing lately :) is because a new semester just started & new semesters are always very overwhelming. I need all the time I can get to become adjusted to the classes, the times, the workload, etc.

The other reason is that people who know me in real life have actually started following me on Tumblr….I know, scary right. Hahaha, I’m sure this doesn’t sound much like an excuse. But Tumblr is - or was - kind of like my refuge from the real world, the place where I could write about things I would never discuss verbally with anyone. And now my little sanctuary has been infiltrated, & it bothers me a lot. I think I’m about to remedy the situation though…fingers crossed.

Anonymous asked: Who are you? Tell me about you. Likes, dislike, loves, lovers, enemies, secrets. Share with the world Chauncey from Tumblr.

You’re the anonymous one, haha. Tell me something/some things about YOU, & I’ll tell you something/some things about me!

Anonymous asked: Have you ever had sex? Are there any particular experiences you think back and think 'omg that was amazing'? Do you have any preferences/fantasies/role-plays/paraphillias?

Lol wow, that’s kind of a lot to answer on Tumblr. Or anywhere on the Internet. I will however say that I’m relatively sexually inexperienced. And I’m fine with that.

Anonymous asked: What ever happend to love?

Haha, like as in where is the love in my life? Well I have love in my life from the people who are in it. Just not always a lot of passion, motivation, or satisfaction within myself….In other words, I don’t always love myself enough.

Anonymous asked: "I’ve always believed that some people simply just aren’t meant to have wonderful lives"....Obviously I don't want to be pressumptive about your life, but it sounds like you have given up? How do you define a "wonderful life"?

I don’t know. I guess just…not having to suppress happiness all of the time, because everything that supplies you with joy tends to get destroyed, lost, or irreparably altered - that’s what I’d call wonderful. And being at peace with everything even when it isn’t perfect, because on the inside you’re stronger than that. I’m not difficult to please. I used to derive happiness from the smallest of things. I haven’t given up on LIVING; I’m going to live my life because that’s all I have to do, but I have given up on me, if that makes any sense. I’ve given up on being anything more than “okay” or “alright” for any real length of time.